That was terrible! The glucose test, I mean. It didnt help that I barely got any sleep the night before because of nausea and heartburn. On the way to the doctor's office I felt like I was about to be sick any second. I decided to distract myself and read my People magazine and whoo did that make things worse. I got such a bad case of carsickness! I never did throw up but I was sure concerned. lol. well we get to the doctor's office and it was time to drink that syrup garbage. I was so not in the mood. She pulls the bottle out of the fridge and I'm thinking, "there is no way I can ever drink all of that". Luckily I only had to drink half. I got the option of fruit punch or orange and decided to try fruit punch. YUCK! It burned my throat going down and with every swallow I felt like I was on an episode of Fear Factor struggling to keep it down. My nurse was such a sweetheart (she always is) and just kept asking me how I was feeling and laughing with me about how God awful it was. So I got it all down (and the good news.. it stayed there amazingly) and Jesse and I waited for our hour to be up. When it was I was surprised to find out they can now poke you in your finger and get the results then and there. Anemia check came back good.. surprise.. I was anemic with the girls. Then she made this face and Jesse and I knew something wasnt good. I failed the glucose test! nooooo! I so wasn't expecting that.. passed with flying colors with both of the girls. I told Jesse this one had better be his boy! So now I get to go back next Wednesday morning and drink a WHOLE bottle (dear Lord is that even possible? I could barely handle the half) of that mess and then get blood drawn every hour for three hours. I pray I pass. If not it means I have gestational diabetes and she said they would transfer me to the hospital for more testing and I guess that puts my pregnancy in the high risk category. Gah!
Other than that the appointment went good. I'm up to 124 lbs which means I've gained about 14 pounds in 2 1/2 months which I guess is okay. Especially considering the morning sickness made me lose like 7 or 8. I did find out they are going to do another ultrasound to get more of an idea when this little one is going to make an appearance. so that made me happy! Ultrasounds are always fun! Jesse said this was our last chance to find out.. and I said no way, we've waited this long, we can finish without knowing! lol.
Mom and dad came over and stayed with the girls yesterday which was a major help since we didn't have to drag them to the doctor appointment and bore them to tears. They made cupcakes together and played playstation, watched shrek 3, and all that so the girls had a great day. Mom helped me clean the top floor and that's done. Now we just have to clean and pack this floor and the basement and we can work on being out of here! Hopefully by the end of next week...
Thursday, November 29, 2007
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Waynesville here we come!
Finally! We found a house and we'll be moving in the next week or two. I'm sooooo excited and praying this move will be good for us and help us out. It's a brick 3 bedroom/2 bath with a fenced in grass yard (yay for the girls!!) and storage outside (yay for no clutter in the house!!). It's near downtown Waynesville and it's just a cute area. We went driving through downtown and it was just adorable because you have all the shops decorated for Christmas and just tons of people walking up and down the sidewalk. Such a change from Murphy! We're only 30 minutes to Asheville so we have an actual city with a mall and everything just a short drive away but we're living in a smaller community that I've heard is really safe and friendly. We told our property manager for this house we were moving and she's been so sweet about it. She says she understands why we're having to move and she's trying to line up someone to get in here as soon as we move so the owners dont get all bent out of shape for us breaking our lease early. God bless her!
Thanksgiving was nice. It was great getting out and seeing Grandma and paw paw. The girls have missed them. Brandon is really growing.. he's a cutie. I was completely exhausted Thanksgiving night... actually I feel completely exhausted all the time! I never get much sleep at night anymore but it's worth it.
Tomorrow is a doctors appointment.. I get to drink my glucose drink at 8:30 in the morning! eek! That stuff always makes me feel awful so I'm not looking forward to it and I'm praying it doesnt make me throw up with it being so early in the morning. We'll see. Hopefully all will go well! I'll update tomorrow on anything I find out.
I can't believe how fast time is going by! I'm 28 weeks and 2 days (and lazy me still hasnt taken the first picture of my tummy. I REALLY need to do that). Third trimester and I'm really feeling it. Between keeping up with the kids, the baby, and trying to pack and clean I feel myself getting worn out so fast. We're so not ready for this baby yet though! It's a scary thought that in less than 9 weeks I will be considered "full term". I need more time Lord! lol.
Thanksgiving was nice. It was great getting out and seeing Grandma and paw paw. The girls have missed them. Brandon is really growing.. he's a cutie. I was completely exhausted Thanksgiving night... actually I feel completely exhausted all the time! I never get much sleep at night anymore but it's worth it.
Tomorrow is a doctors appointment.. I get to drink my glucose drink at 8:30 in the morning! eek! That stuff always makes me feel awful so I'm not looking forward to it and I'm praying it doesnt make me throw up with it being so early in the morning. We'll see. Hopefully all will go well! I'll update tomorrow on anything I find out.
I can't believe how fast time is going by! I'm 28 weeks and 2 days (and lazy me still hasnt taken the first picture of my tummy. I REALLY need to do that). Third trimester and I'm really feeling it. Between keeping up with the kids, the baby, and trying to pack and clean I feel myself getting worn out so fast. We're so not ready for this baby yet though! It's a scary thought that in less than 9 weeks I will be considered "full term". I need more time Lord! lol.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
I've really got to start doing better!
me posting a new entry once a week or every two weeks is becoming a bad habit. I really need to update the blog at least every other day.
I am so tired right now. I finally got around to cleaning the fish tank. Clarity had dumped nearly an entire thing of fish food (and it was a big container) a couple of weeks ago. Sadly we only had a sole survivor..lol.. and Jesse and I have been too busy to be bothered cleaning that big tank, so the fish has been living the high life (not) in a bucket. Well I did it today. What a mess! There was so much algae, not to mention all the different treasures I found Clarity has tossed in. our fish is so happy now swimming around in his sparkling tank. I'm pretty darn proud of myself too. It took me hours to get it done and my body is so sore from doing it. I can't wait until Jesse comes home and sees it since we've always considered the fish "his" job.
Jesse's still working so I havent heard from him if he's called the woman back about the house. I can't believe how fast rentals go in the areas we're wanting to move to! The paper had just come out on Thursday and by Friday all of the rental homes were taken! Gah! There was one.. a three bedroom in downtown waynesville (exactly where we've been wanting to be). So Jesse was hoping after work today it would still be there and we could go look at it and maybe give the woman a deposit. We're worried it's either 1) going to be taken or 2) be a total dump! lol. I guess we'll find out either way when Jesse's off work and gives her a call. Praying God really pulls something through for us. We've got to get out of here!
Here's a shocker that just hit me today. In two days I will be in my last trimester! Woah. I dont understand how both of the pregnancies with the girls seemed to drag on and this one is flying by. Probably because I'm pretty sure it's my last and want to cherish it and because we're soooooo not ready!
I am so tired right now. I finally got around to cleaning the fish tank. Clarity had dumped nearly an entire thing of fish food (and it was a big container) a couple of weeks ago. Sadly we only had a sole survivor..lol.. and Jesse and I have been too busy to be bothered cleaning that big tank, so the fish has been living the high life (not) in a bucket. Well I did it today. What a mess! There was so much algae, not to mention all the different treasures I found Clarity has tossed in. our fish is so happy now swimming around in his sparkling tank. I'm pretty darn proud of myself too. It took me hours to get it done and my body is so sore from doing it. I can't wait until Jesse comes home and sees it since we've always considered the fish "his" job.
Jesse's still working so I havent heard from him if he's called the woman back about the house. I can't believe how fast rentals go in the areas we're wanting to move to! The paper had just come out on Thursday and by Friday all of the rental homes were taken! Gah! There was one.. a three bedroom in downtown waynesville (exactly where we've been wanting to be). So Jesse was hoping after work today it would still be there and we could go look at it and maybe give the woman a deposit. We're worried it's either 1) going to be taken or 2) be a total dump! lol. I guess we'll find out either way when Jesse's off work and gives her a call. Praying God really pulls something through for us. We've got to get out of here!
Here's a shocker that just hit me today. In two days I will be in my last trimester! Woah. I dont understand how both of the pregnancies with the girls seemed to drag on and this one is flying by. Probably because I'm pretty sure it's my last and want to cherish it and because we're soooooo not ready!
Oh and to update on the sickness... we all ended up getting Ariel's cold and that seemed to linger forever! But I think we're all good now (I still have some congestion) and I finally got the girls in the other day for flu shots! I totally hate cold/flu season!
Saturday, November 3, 2007
Poor Bittles!
Poor Ariel is a sick little thing right now. She started having a funny feeling in her throat while we were trick or treating. Then the next day she didnt feel much better. Yesterday she just slept and slept and slept... I dont think she was awake more than 20 minutes the entire day. She's still running a fever and now she's got a horrible cough. Pray for my little girl. If she's not better by the end of this weekend... off to Urgent Care we go. And please God somehow let Clarity escape getting this. Please!
Okay speedy update!
Wow it's been a while since I've been on here. So here's a quick update (you know my quick stuff..it will probably be a novel).
We took the girls to Six Flags on the last day of the season. We all had a blast.. even though I swore by the parking lot it was going to be horribly crowded.. it was fine! The weather couldn't have been more perfect and the girls got to ride a ton! Jesse and I had to buy season passes for next year (boohoo..not) because our print and go tickets somehow had already been used even though we weren't the ones that used them..hmmmm. So since season passes were only $20 more a piece then regular admission, we went that route. I'm sure we'll be taking the girls a ton when they open back up! Already looking forward to it!
Halloween was good. We took the girls to a thing called "Alien Invasion Area 51" held at a school on the 30th. For the Learning Center to hav done it, it was awesome. They had games, a bouncy land, dj with dancing, an area 51 walk through (which Ariel and Jesse did together. Clarity slept the whole time so mom, dad and I just chilled in chairs with her). Then on Halloween mom and dad came with us and we took the girls Trick or Treating. Jesse adn I bought the girls a gingerbread haunted house to decorate on Halloween but we were so wiped out... we did it on November 1st. So they had a 3 day Halloween extravaganza. lol. Jesse is now 26!
I've been feeling good. Baby is moving quite a lot now and likes to hang out and kick under the ribcage. lol. I'm getting so anxious to meet this little one and I've still got a few months to go yet!
Jesse's been working but has had a bad couple of weeks. Hopefully he's out of the slump and things will look up. We're still looking for a place to move to. I put an ad up on Craigslist and the Iwanna so hopefully we'll find the "right place" soon.
On a good note we got our furniture (well the living room set.. dining room set wont be ready for another month). So we're thrilled. It's so comfy and nice! Loving it!
We took the girls to Six Flags on the last day of the season. We all had a blast.. even though I swore by the parking lot it was going to be horribly crowded.. it was fine! The weather couldn't have been more perfect and the girls got to ride a ton! Jesse and I had to buy season passes for next year (boohoo..not) because our print and go tickets somehow had already been used even though we weren't the ones that used them..hmmmm. So since season passes were only $20 more a piece then regular admission, we went that route. I'm sure we'll be taking the girls a ton when they open back up! Already looking forward to it!
Halloween was good. We took the girls to a thing called "Alien Invasion Area 51" held at a school on the 30th. For the Learning Center to hav done it, it was awesome. They had games, a bouncy land, dj with dancing, an area 51 walk through (which Ariel and Jesse did together. Clarity slept the whole time so mom, dad and I just chilled in chairs with her). Then on Halloween mom and dad came with us and we took the girls Trick or Treating. Jesse adn I bought the girls a gingerbread haunted house to decorate on Halloween but we were so wiped out... we did it on November 1st. So they had a 3 day Halloween extravaganza. lol. Jesse is now 26!
I've been feeling good. Baby is moving quite a lot now and likes to hang out and kick under the ribcage. lol. I'm getting so anxious to meet this little one and I've still got a few months to go yet!
Jesse's been working but has had a bad couple of weeks. Hopefully he's out of the slump and things will look up. We're still looking for a place to move to. I put an ad up on Craigslist and the Iwanna so hopefully we'll find the "right place" soon.
On a good note we got our furniture (well the living room set.. dining room set wont be ready for another month). So we're thrilled. It's so comfy and nice! Loving it!
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
The silence is broken
word is finally out! My parents now know their third grandchild is on its way. I was so glad they came over today. The stress of money and probably just the changes this pregnancy makes my body feel, were overwhelming today. I was on the verge of a major panic attack when I handed Ariel the phone and asked her to call Grandma and see if she had the day off. Thank God.. they were already on their way over and were here in a matter of minutes! I really need my mommy and daddy today.
As I was sweeping the floor, I ran and handed Clarity a pregnancy announcement that we had made and told her to go give it to Grandma. She happily did so. I think mom just thought it was some cute little card I had made. Then she read it. lol. Her reaction was priceless, I wish I had the video camera going. She said "Holy Sh**" I think five times and stood up. I told her I wasn't sure if that was a good reaction or not. lol. She said it was. Then she showed my dad the announcement and he seemed genuinely happy too. They said it was about time they've gotten some good news. So that was a relief. I think they were really suprised at how far along I am. I told them at least they dont have that long of a wait now!
Well Jesse finally gets tomorrow off. Thank God.. there's so much we need to get done. I probably should go to the dmv and get me a new license since I have no idea where mine is. We have to do our grocery shopping, blah blah blah. A day of errands. Poor Jesse.. I wish there was just one day where he had to do nothing on his day off. Being he has to go just about two weeks to get one it seems! Maybe I'll do the grocery shopping early in the morning with the girls while he's in bed or something. We'll see.
Jim our neighbor just came over and told me our other neighbors have a leak and all the water will be shut off for 24 hours starting in the morning. Peachy! Better catch up on all baths and wash tonight. Gah. I should be busting my butt on this house anyways, it's a total mess.
As I was sweeping the floor, I ran and handed Clarity a pregnancy announcement that we had made and told her to go give it to Grandma. She happily did so. I think mom just thought it was some cute little card I had made. Then she read it. lol. Her reaction was priceless, I wish I had the video camera going. She said "Holy Sh**" I think five times and stood up. I told her I wasn't sure if that was a good reaction or not. lol. She said it was. Then she showed my dad the announcement and he seemed genuinely happy too. They said it was about time they've gotten some good news. So that was a relief. I think they were really suprised at how far along I am. I told them at least they dont have that long of a wait now!
Well Jesse finally gets tomorrow off. Thank God.. there's so much we need to get done. I probably should go to the dmv and get me a new license since I have no idea where mine is. We have to do our grocery shopping, blah blah blah. A day of errands. Poor Jesse.. I wish there was just one day where he had to do nothing on his day off. Being he has to go just about two weeks to get one it seems! Maybe I'll do the grocery shopping early in the morning with the girls while he's in bed or something. We'll see.
Jim our neighbor just came over and told me our other neighbors have a leak and all the water will be shut off for 24 hours starting in the morning. Peachy! Better catch up on all baths and wash tonight. Gah. I should be busting my butt on this house anyways, it's a total mess.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
well it's a.....
Surprise! Still! phew.. we made it through the ultrasound without finding out. I can't even explain how tempting it was when the tech asked if we wanted to know because she had a good shot. But I did it.. I said no we want to keep this one a surprise! Jesse did ask if she could take a pic so he could "guess" but when she went to get the gender shot.. guess what... baby closed the legs tightly together so daddy couldn't even try to find out! I thought that was great!
Everything looks wonderful. Sooo cute. I'll have to see if I can scan the pics I got and post them up here. The doctor changed my due date from Feb. 22nd to Feb. 18th but I'll keep the 22nd in my head since that's what I've thought all along. We'll see who's right. lol.
My appointment went well. I saw a new doctor and I loved her. She didn't harp on me about my weight gain (or lack thereof). I have gained two pounds so far but I'm still under my prepregnancy weight. She said as long as I'm eating when I'm hungry and stopping when I'm full.. the baby is getting all it needs and it's growing perfectly. That was like a weight lifted off of me. With both of the girls I was starving all the time and gained weight weekly so just now starting to put on weight at 20 weeks was kind of scaring me!
Ariel now knows for sure there is a baby. She says she wants another sister.. lol. Clarity just loves babies period. Thank goodness. I was afraid she'd feel out of place but I think she'll be just fine. She'll be just like Ariel... a mini mommy. I'll ask Clarity "who wants a baby?" and her reply is, "me me me me!"
Jesse's been busy working, working, working. As usual. I guess better too much than not enough so I should just count my blessings! But he really could use a day off. He hasn't had a real day off in over two weeks. He was supposed to have the day of the ultrasound off, but they called him to work right after. We had to go with him. Thank goodness for the tv/dvd player in the truck!
We're in the process of looking for another house to live in. We have to move closer to his job. Right now we're paying around $300 a more a week in gas and that's killing us. So hopefully we'll find something closer soon!
Congrats to Misty on finding out she's having a lil boy!! You take care of yourself and that adorable guy you have in there!!
I hope everyone finds themselves happy and blessed.
Everything looks wonderful. Sooo cute. I'll have to see if I can scan the pics I got and post them up here. The doctor changed my due date from Feb. 22nd to Feb. 18th but I'll keep the 22nd in my head since that's what I've thought all along. We'll see who's right. lol.
My appointment went well. I saw a new doctor and I loved her. She didn't harp on me about my weight gain (or lack thereof). I have gained two pounds so far but I'm still under my prepregnancy weight. She said as long as I'm eating when I'm hungry and stopping when I'm full.. the baby is getting all it needs and it's growing perfectly. That was like a weight lifted off of me. With both of the girls I was starving all the time and gained weight weekly so just now starting to put on weight at 20 weeks was kind of scaring me!
Ariel now knows for sure there is a baby. She says she wants another sister.. lol. Clarity just loves babies period. Thank goodness. I was afraid she'd feel out of place but I think she'll be just fine. She'll be just like Ariel... a mini mommy. I'll ask Clarity "who wants a baby?" and her reply is, "me me me me!"
Jesse's been busy working, working, working. As usual. I guess better too much than not enough so I should just count my blessings! But he really could use a day off. He hasn't had a real day off in over two weeks. He was supposed to have the day of the ultrasound off, but they called him to work right after. We had to go with him. Thank goodness for the tv/dvd player in the truck!
We're in the process of looking for another house to live in. We have to move closer to his job. Right now we're paying around $300 a more a week in gas and that's killing us. So hopefully we'll find something closer soon!
Congrats to Misty on finding out she's having a lil boy!! You take care of yourself and that adorable guy you have in there!!
I hope everyone finds themselves happy and blessed.
Saturday, October 6, 2007
eeeek!
Excitement, excitement, excitement! I'm soooo looking forward to so much this month it's crazy. I have my ultrasound next Wednesday. Then I went ahead and bought us some Six Flags tickets (yeah I know we just went, but I wanted to go back for Fright Fest so I purchased tickets without telling Jesse.. so he couldnt say no.. and when I did tell him, I said it was for his birthday which is Halloween). Thankfully he wasn't upset at all. Normally I dont sneak about things like that but this time I just couldn't help myself! We're all excited to go back. I'm guessing we'll go around the 20th. Then we have Halloween. I got the girls costumes in the mail... cute, cute, cute! Ariel was bound and determined to be a dinosaur and I found this really cool looking pterodactyl costume. She's thrilled with it and chases Miss Clarity everywhere. So it's going to be a year round play costume, I can tell. Good! It was more than I ever thought I'd pay for a costume. Clarity is going to be this adorable little pink poodle. I tried it on her and I melted, especially when she walked around doing her "woof woof!"
I love October! Happy Fall everybody!
I love October! Happy Fall everybody!
Friday, October 5, 2007
Half Time
20 weeks today! I can't believe how fast things have started to go now that I've gotten past (for the most part) all the sick junk. It's halfway over.. and part of me is so sad. I don't know for sure if we're done. A part of me says we are, three is plenty and then there's that teeny bit of doubt that makes me want to avoid doing anything permanent (but it's a very teeny doubt..lol). It just makes every milestone more bittersweet that this more than likely, is the last time, I will ever experience it.
I have been thinking about names lately. Well only boy names really and I just can't get past wanting to name him (if it is a him) Ryan. I love, love, love that name. Jesse of course has his heels dug in that he's against it (because of my love for Ryan Reynolds). But honestly even if there weren't a Ryan Reynolds, it will still be my absolute favorite boy name. What's funny is if you ask Ariel if she ever has a baby brother what she would want his name to be... she always says Ryan (well her first choice is triceratops but that is a no go.. so she says Ryan next). And I PROMISE I didnt give her any ideas whatsoever. Maybe she is just meant to have a brother named Ryan! I have no feelings either way about what this baby is going to be. I've been wrong both other times. I just knew Clarity was a boy because deep down I really wanted another daughter. So I just chalked it up that I was dreaming and to get used to the idea that she was a boy. WRONG! I got my two little girls. So I don't have the gift of just knowing what the baby is inside of me. I don't care either way this time around which I guess is why I don't mind keeping it a surprise the whole time! I am so anxious for delivery day though... it will be like the biggest surprise ever!
A big Congrats to Sarah (the girl who is making my pregnancy announcements) as she gave birth to a healthy baby boy in the early AM. Welcome to the world Brennan!
I have been thinking about names lately. Well only boy names really and I just can't get past wanting to name him (if it is a him) Ryan. I love, love, love that name. Jesse of course has his heels dug in that he's against it (because of my love for Ryan Reynolds). But honestly even if there weren't a Ryan Reynolds, it will still be my absolute favorite boy name. What's funny is if you ask Ariel if she ever has a baby brother what she would want his name to be... she always says Ryan (well her first choice is triceratops but that is a no go.. so she says Ryan next). And I PROMISE I didnt give her any ideas whatsoever. Maybe she is just meant to have a brother named Ryan! I have no feelings either way about what this baby is going to be. I've been wrong both other times. I just knew Clarity was a boy because deep down I really wanted another daughter. So I just chalked it up that I was dreaming and to get used to the idea that she was a boy. WRONG! I got my two little girls. So I don't have the gift of just knowing what the baby is inside of me. I don't care either way this time around which I guess is why I don't mind keeping it a surprise the whole time! I am so anxious for delivery day though... it will be like the biggest surprise ever!
A big Congrats to Sarah (the girl who is making my pregnancy announcements) as she gave birth to a healthy baby boy in the early AM. Welcome to the world Brennan!
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Amazing!!
I know I've been through this whole pregnancy thing twice already but it still amazes me like the first time. I've really started feeling this little one move and sometimes it just takes my breath away what a miracle life is. Only 10 more days until my ultrasound and I spill the news to everyone! I'm so excited!
Things have been kind of difficult lately. I wont go into a bunch of detail just a few.
1. Patrick got hit by a motorcyle in mom's car. The guy was lifeflighted to the hospital. As far as we know he's going to live. If he doesn't Patrick gets charged with manslaughter by vehicle for failure to yield. Patrick swears he didn't see the guy coming. It's sad for everyone. Pray, pray, pray the guy makes it and they dont sue. This is so much stress on mom it's not funny because she could be sued as well because it was her car and Patrick was on her insurance.
2. Clarity fell yesterday and busted the back of her head on the pavement. She was on mom's car and before I could grab her big stuff climbed down on to the bumper, lost her balance and slipped. She's perfectly fine today but man we were worried yesterday! That kid is going to give me a heart attack!
3. Grandpa went to the doctor and there's been no change (so they say) according to the scan. However he's doing better by gaining weight, eating, and not coughing. They are going to do two rounds of all day chemo and then another scan.. so prayers that scan tells us differently and that things are working!
There's more that I wont really get into but we could all just use lots of prayer. I have faith God will take care of all this. I'm leaving it to him.
Things have been kind of difficult lately. I wont go into a bunch of detail just a few.
1. Patrick got hit by a motorcyle in mom's car. The guy was lifeflighted to the hospital. As far as we know he's going to live. If he doesn't Patrick gets charged with manslaughter by vehicle for failure to yield. Patrick swears he didn't see the guy coming. It's sad for everyone. Pray, pray, pray the guy makes it and they dont sue. This is so much stress on mom it's not funny because she could be sued as well because it was her car and Patrick was on her insurance.
2. Clarity fell yesterday and busted the back of her head on the pavement. She was on mom's car and before I could grab her big stuff climbed down on to the bumper, lost her balance and slipped. She's perfectly fine today but man we were worried yesterday! That kid is going to give me a heart attack!
3. Grandpa went to the doctor and there's been no change (so they say) according to the scan. However he's doing better by gaining weight, eating, and not coughing. They are going to do two rounds of all day chemo and then another scan.. so prayers that scan tells us differently and that things are working!
There's more that I wont really get into but we could all just use lots of prayer. I have faith God will take care of all this. I'm leaving it to him.
Thursday, September 27, 2007
It's all part of being pregnant!
So help me if I read that one more time, I'm going to strangle somebody! Someone was complaining about morning sickness on a message board I go to and has gotten two replies already that's just like, "Well that's all a part of it". Uh yeah that may be true, but dang it show some sympathy. It's funny these girls didn't suffer it or much of it, you can tell, or they wouldn't offer that little tidbit of info. If you spend days, weeks, or months on end throwing up, feeling that horrible nausea feeling, losing weight... you are not going to lend your support to someone by saying that. It's called empathy.. learn it.. it's a good quality to have if you're a human being. Rant over! I had to unleash it here or I would have over there.. and that wouldn't turn out well!
I had a doctor's appointment on Clarity's second birthday (Happy Birthday Princess). It went okay. Baby's heartbeat was 150 (could it be it really is a boy? The girls' were always up there! hmmm..) I stepped on the scale and my heart sank as it read 110. Nearly 19 weeks and I'm still 6-7 lbs below my prepregnancy weight. But I guess that's all part of being pregnant too! I guess this is the reason I've been able to keep this little secret so long. lol. The doctor was a bit concerened and wrote me a prescription for zofran to help curb the nausea and throwing up. He said he'd like to see me gain weight and know I'm more comfortable. I haven't gotten the courage to fight the walmart crowd and get it filled, but I guess I will this afternoon. Other than that, all was good. He said I'm measuring right on schedule and I look good and we've scheduled my ultrasound for Oct. 10th. That's exciting. I can't wait to see my little baby!
We still haven't celebrated Clarity's birthday. I guess I'm going to have to get something going for that. We'll have to find out when Jesse's next day off is. They've been slammed, which is good! Can't complain about work being good! He's really enjoying the new place he's working for. Prayers that it continues to go well!
Well I'd better clean my house. It's been a couple of days and it's in need. So off to have a fun day.. cleaning! whoopie!
I had a doctor's appointment on Clarity's second birthday (Happy Birthday Princess). It went okay. Baby's heartbeat was 150 (could it be it really is a boy? The girls' were always up there! hmmm..) I stepped on the scale and my heart sank as it read 110. Nearly 19 weeks and I'm still 6-7 lbs below my prepregnancy weight. But I guess that's all part of being pregnant too! I guess this is the reason I've been able to keep this little secret so long. lol. The doctor was a bit concerened and wrote me a prescription for zofran to help curb the nausea and throwing up. He said he'd like to see me gain weight and know I'm more comfortable. I haven't gotten the courage to fight the walmart crowd and get it filled, but I guess I will this afternoon. Other than that, all was good. He said I'm measuring right on schedule and I look good and we've scheduled my ultrasound for Oct. 10th. That's exciting. I can't wait to see my little baby!
We still haven't celebrated Clarity's birthday. I guess I'm going to have to get something going for that. We'll have to find out when Jesse's next day off is. They've been slammed, which is good! Can't complain about work being good! He's really enjoying the new place he's working for. Prayers that it continues to go well!
Well I'd better clean my house. It's been a couple of days and it's in need. So off to have a fun day.. cleaning! whoopie!
Monday, September 24, 2007
To Jesse, Ariel & Clarity
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I could go on and on forever... I pray with every ounce of my being that you all know how much you mean to me. You are my universe and my reason for being here. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for making my heart and soul complete.
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I could go on and on forever... I pray with every ounce of my being that you all know how much you mean to me. You are my universe and my reason for being here. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for making my heart and soul complete.
Tomorrow!
Is my little princess Clarity's second birthday! Unbelievable! If I think about it too much, I'll cry. They just grow so fast. We're going out to Sylva tomorrow (doctor's appointment for me..yay) so we might go out to a great lunch or something. I bought a cake mix and I'm going to make and decorate her a little cake, but it will probably just be me, Ariel and her daddy celebrating with her. I'll have to set up a party for everyone next month sometime. Things are just so hectic around here lately!
We took the girls to Six Flags with my parents this past Saturday. That was awesome and I know the girls had a wonderful time, which really made me feel good. I want to fill their little childhoods with fun trips like that. Ariel was big enough this year to ride more than last year. She went on the minetrain roller coaster (I waited at the end and I was a nervous wreck because I kept seeing bigger kids getting off crying). So when I saw her and her daddy get on and she was just smiling and waving at me, my heart was racing and I was praying to God I'd see that same smile when she got back. I did! She was grinning from ear to ear. Then she surprised me again! There's a ride there called the Wheelie and it's like a big circle of little car type cages. It spins around quickly then lifts up and all the cars are going around in a circle upside down. She was big enough to ride that and did. I rode with her and her daddy (I know you're not supposed to ride anything when you're pregnant, but I did. I used my best judgement and if it didnt jostle you around and wasnt worse than riding in a car.. I rode it. Which was basically just the rides the kids rode. I figured if a two year old and four year old were okay to ride, it was probably a safe bet that me and the baby would be fine too). I'm holding on to Ariel for dear life.. she just seems so little to ride something that goes upside down! I'm talking to her the whole time and she is just giggling away. I dont even think she needed me on there with her! hehe. We got off and all she could do was talk about how much fun that was. Towards the end of the day I think I was getting heat exhaustion (it's easy to forget how hot Atlanta gets if you dont go there often). We were in line for a water ride and I was about to flip out. I got really dizzy and sick feeling. I kept picturing myself passing out. Being confined in a line surrounded by people wasn't helping either. I think that put me on the verge of a panic attack. But once we got on and I got a little wet and then went and drank a bunch of lemonade, I was fine. So it was definately the heat. Grandma and Abu surprised the girls with big lollipops when we got off the last ride of the day.. the log flumes. It wasnt long after we got in the truck that the girls were out. They were so cute falling asleep with these big lollipops in their hands (and in Clarity's case.. her hair).
Jesse started his new job on his own today. I know it's been forever it seems since I updated my blog so this entry is like a novel..so much to talk about! Jesse is now working for a company out of Asheville. They pay $25 more per one room install, $45 more for two rooms, $65 more for three rooms and $85 for more. It just keeps going up $20 more for every room. That's awesome. We're thrilled he can now go to work and know he can actually make some decent money. The job he was working for before doesn't give two bits about their employees. So glad Jesse's out of there. I'll continue to update how this new job is going..we're praying it's exactly what we needed!
Sorry I havent been on here the past week and a half or so. We've been dealing with stomach viruses and then a severe head cold (only Clarity and Jesse got the cold.. but it was bad.. especially for poor Jesse). Seems everyone is on the mend now and I hope it stays that way!
Still haven't told any of our families about the new baby yet but I did order some adorable pregnancy announcements from a girl named Sarah. They are perfect and I can't wait to get them. I'm praying I get an ultrasound tomorrow but I'm not sure. I know I'll be getting one soon since I'm already almost 18 1/2 weeks though! *gulp* I can't keep this a secret much longer! It's been so much fun not telling though. I never dreamed I'd do this, but it's just been nice for Jesse and I to share the crappy first weeks together and not have people hound me about what the doctor said, how I feel, or make negative remarks about how soon we're having another one. We've been able to share these weeks and just be happy and relaxed.
We took the girls to Six Flags with my parents this past Saturday. That was awesome and I know the girls had a wonderful time, which really made me feel good. I want to fill their little childhoods with fun trips like that. Ariel was big enough this year to ride more than last year. She went on the minetrain roller coaster (I waited at the end and I was a nervous wreck because I kept seeing bigger kids getting off crying). So when I saw her and her daddy get on and she was just smiling and waving at me, my heart was racing and I was praying to God I'd see that same smile when she got back. I did! She was grinning from ear to ear. Then she surprised me again! There's a ride there called the Wheelie and it's like a big circle of little car type cages. It spins around quickly then lifts up and all the cars are going around in a circle upside down. She was big enough to ride that and did. I rode with her and her daddy (I know you're not supposed to ride anything when you're pregnant, but I did. I used my best judgement and if it didnt jostle you around and wasnt worse than riding in a car.. I rode it. Which was basically just the rides the kids rode. I figured if a two year old and four year old were okay to ride, it was probably a safe bet that me and the baby would be fine too). I'm holding on to Ariel for dear life.. she just seems so little to ride something that goes upside down! I'm talking to her the whole time and she is just giggling away. I dont even think she needed me on there with her! hehe. We got off and all she could do was talk about how much fun that was. Towards the end of the day I think I was getting heat exhaustion (it's easy to forget how hot Atlanta gets if you dont go there often). We were in line for a water ride and I was about to flip out. I got really dizzy and sick feeling. I kept picturing myself passing out. Being confined in a line surrounded by people wasn't helping either. I think that put me on the verge of a panic attack. But once we got on and I got a little wet and then went and drank a bunch of lemonade, I was fine. So it was definately the heat. Grandma and Abu surprised the girls with big lollipops when we got off the last ride of the day.. the log flumes. It wasnt long after we got in the truck that the girls were out. They were so cute falling asleep with these big lollipops in their hands (and in Clarity's case.. her hair).
Jesse started his new job on his own today. I know it's been forever it seems since I updated my blog so this entry is like a novel..so much to talk about! Jesse is now working for a company out of Asheville. They pay $25 more per one room install, $45 more for two rooms, $65 more for three rooms and $85 for more. It just keeps going up $20 more for every room. That's awesome. We're thrilled he can now go to work and know he can actually make some decent money. The job he was working for before doesn't give two bits about their employees. So glad Jesse's out of there. I'll continue to update how this new job is going..we're praying it's exactly what we needed!
Sorry I havent been on here the past week and a half or so. We've been dealing with stomach viruses and then a severe head cold (only Clarity and Jesse got the cold.. but it was bad.. especially for poor Jesse). Seems everyone is on the mend now and I hope it stays that way!
Still haven't told any of our families about the new baby yet but I did order some adorable pregnancy announcements from a girl named Sarah. They are perfect and I can't wait to get them. I'm praying I get an ultrasound tomorrow but I'm not sure. I know I'll be getting one soon since I'm already almost 18 1/2 weeks though! *gulp* I can't keep this a secret much longer! It's been so much fun not telling though. I never dreamed I'd do this, but it's just been nice for Jesse and I to share the crappy first weeks together and not have people hound me about what the doctor said, how I feel, or make negative remarks about how soon we're having another one. We've been able to share these weeks and just be happy and relaxed.
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Exhausted!
I am so tired right now I can hardly see straight. Yesterday I woke up around 3 am and ended up driving Jesse to the warehouse in Cleveland (where Hurricane Humberto's remains decided to drop downpours on us the whole way there and back). I ended up not going back to sleep and cleaning the house up. I thought for sure I was going to sleep good last night. Wrong! Poor Ariel woke up around 1:30 am with a fever. I gave her some tylenol and took her temp (it was 101) and then had a hard time falling back to sleep because I was worried about her. I know fevers are good and fight infections but they still scare me to death whenever the kids get one. Something about feeling your kid's skin blazing hot... it just unsettles me.
She seems to be doing okay. I think her and Clarity are both getting another virus which is sad because we just went through them having a stomach bug for most of last week. I guess that's a sure sign that fall is right around the corner. All of these sick germs are coming out of nowhere!
Pray for Jesse. He's trying to get a job with a company a guy he used to work with went to. I really pray he gets it because this company pays well. It's what we need right now so crossing my fingers and praying hard!
Countdown: Only one week until Six Flags! Yea!
She seems to be doing okay. I think her and Clarity are both getting another virus which is sad because we just went through them having a stomach bug for most of last week. I guess that's a sure sign that fall is right around the corner. All of these sick germs are coming out of nowhere!
Pray for Jesse. He's trying to get a job with a company a guy he used to work with went to. I really pray he gets it because this company pays well. It's what we need right now so crossing my fingers and praying hard!
Countdown: Only one week until Six Flags! Yea!
Sunday, September 9, 2007
We'll just forget about Yesterday
It was horrible! Both of the girls have been battling diarrhea (Ariel longer than Clarity) but they aren't complaining. No change in appetite, no stomach aches, they just run about their lives and go potty when they have to without incident. I guess it's a tummy bug and we're just waiting it out. Ariel ended up taking a broom to her sister's head (have no idea why!) and Clarity got a huge bump and bruise. I lost it on poor Ariel. I yelled and screamed and scared myself how mad and out of control I felt. I wanted to call the cops to take me away. Thank God Ariel is forgiving. After I cooled off (I just had to leave the room), I apologized (and cried) for how I acted with her. I was feeling so blessed guilty about it the rest of the day and night that I prayed to God if I ever felt that again, that he would just let me die of a heart attack or something because she didn't deserve to see me psychotic. All is good in Ariel and Mommy world now though. We've been sharing lots of hugs, kisses and love. I explained to her that mommy's make mistakes too and just like she shouldn't go being mean to her sister, it was wrong of me to go and be mean to her. She understood, apolgized and kissed Clarity and then gave me kisses and said she was always going to love me *sniff*. I told her she will never have any idea how much I love her and her sister. So that's the main reason for my title "We'll just forget about yesterday".
I *think* I have it too but I'm just riding the nausea roller coaster with it. Constantly feeling the need to be sick. I actually PRAY it's a virus because the virus will go away. I was doing fine with the whole morning sickness thing for a while and I had just bragged to Jesse about how good it felt to just wake up and feel like a normal person. Hopefully I didn't jinx myself. The past few days my stomach has felt horrid.
On a bright note... we got approved for financing for our furniture!! So by the end of the month we will have a new couch, recliner, loveseat, and dining room table. I'm sooo happy. Right now our furniture situation is sad and pathetic. lol. I do, however, need to find a way to help Jesse bring in income. I'm so tired of constantly struggling and having to use credit cards. So I'm going to try to make up some flyers or something and babysit from home that way I can still homeschool Ariel (which we have started a bit and she's doing beautifully by the way) and be home with the girls. Hopefully I can find a way to at least bring in $300 a week. If anyone has any ideas.. let me know! Any prayers you care to send up for us would be great and appreciated too!
I *think* I have it too but I'm just riding the nausea roller coaster with it. Constantly feeling the need to be sick. I actually PRAY it's a virus because the virus will go away. I was doing fine with the whole morning sickness thing for a while and I had just bragged to Jesse about how good it felt to just wake up and feel like a normal person. Hopefully I didn't jinx myself. The past few days my stomach has felt horrid.
On a bright note... we got approved for financing for our furniture!! So by the end of the month we will have a new couch, recliner, loveseat, and dining room table. I'm sooo happy. Right now our furniture situation is sad and pathetic. lol. I do, however, need to find a way to help Jesse bring in income. I'm so tired of constantly struggling and having to use credit cards. So I'm going to try to make up some flyers or something and babysit from home that way I can still homeschool Ariel (which we have started a bit and she's doing beautifully by the way) and be home with the girls. Hopefully I can find a way to at least bring in $300 a week. If anyone has any ideas.. let me know! Any prayers you care to send up for us would be great and appreciated too!
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Our Anniversary!
Today Jesse and I have been married for four years! It's hard to believe we've already been back together for six and if you count the time we were together before our break up.. we've been together for nine and friends for almost 11. It's neat to reflect back and realize I ended up marrying a guy I've known since I was 14. When we broke up I had full intentions of never speaking to him again but funny how God has a very different plan for you life than you do for yourself. Instead of not talking to him again, I drove up to Virginia and moved in with him, we had a daughter, got married, had another daughter and are now expecting our third baby. Life is just full of surprises!
He has to work today and he'll probably end up home late since he's working out of town, so nothing special planned here. I'll have him dinner ready when he gets home and we'll probably get everyone in bed and watch a movie together. As long as I get to spend time with him, I'll be happy.
Yesterday we spent most of the day at home. Jesse washed the truck and we let the girls play outside. Then we went out and looked at new furniture for hours. We found the couch, loveseat and recliner we want and we also found the dining table we want. Not sure when we'll get them but at least we know what we want and when we're ready we can go for it. I really hope it's soon because we desperately need new furniture! Then we went and Ariel and I got our hair cut. We both cut A LOT off. lol. I'll have to get pics. After that we did some grocery shopping and came home. Again a busy "day off" for Jesse! lol.
I do want to mention that yesterday was a sad anniversary. One of my best friends from high school lost her sixteen month old daughter, Jenna, three years ago yesterday. I think of Jenna often and I think of her parents and brothers and just pray for peace for them. I know it's been three years, but it still has to be so hard. I can't even imagine. So Jenna... I love you baby!
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
A day with Grandma and Paw Paw
So yesterday my parents came and picked myself and the girls up and took us over to spend the day with my grandparents. We stopped at KFC and picked up some lunch to take over.
The girls had a blast. Grandma and Paw Paw have a mini farm. Basically it's a bunch of dogs and some horses. lol. Ariel loved feeding the horses... it made me kind of nervous but she wasn't scared a bit and I'm sure the horses loved getting some carrots and hay from her. Clarity liked to look, but she was on the cautious side. For once! hehe.
Grandpa (paw paw) looked good. His weight is good and he had his wonderful sense of humor going so he must've felt pretty good too. He kept chasing Clarity around with the "little man" (his two fingers he made walk at her). She would run and kind of smile.. she wasn't sure about it at first but then she thought it was funny. Clarity also had fun teasing paw paw with cake. He would ask her if he could have a piece of hers and she would grab a bite (I seriously thought she was going to give it to him) and instead shove it in her mouth and just look at him like "ha! no way!". He would just crack up over that. I think Grandma and Paw Paw (as well as Grandma and Abu.. my parents) loved spending the day with the kids. We all had fun.
The girls had a blast. Grandma and Paw Paw have a mini farm. Basically it's a bunch of dogs and some horses. lol. Ariel loved feeding the horses... it made me kind of nervous but she wasn't scared a bit and I'm sure the horses loved getting some carrots and hay from her. Clarity liked to look, but she was on the cautious side. For once! hehe.
Grandpa (paw paw) looked good. His weight is good and he had his wonderful sense of humor going so he must've felt pretty good too. He kept chasing Clarity around with the "little man" (his two fingers he made walk at her). She would run and kind of smile.. she wasn't sure about it at first but then she thought it was funny. Clarity also had fun teasing paw paw with cake. He would ask her if he could have a piece of hers and she would grab a bite (I seriously thought she was going to give it to him) and instead shove it in her mouth and just look at him like "ha! no way!". He would just crack up over that. I think Grandma and Paw Paw (as well as Grandma and Abu.. my parents) loved spending the day with the kids. We all had fun.
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