One of those Days...

I'm having one of those days where you have to force yourself to be happy. I hate those days. I don't have a miserable life, not by a long shot, but some days things just get to me and I feel down. I have prayed and asked God to help me with this down feeling & it is working. Jesse came home for a bit (which he never does) and that helped my mood a little. So God is at work on my heart. My main issue is I want a job... actually one particular job where I could work from home nearly 40 hours a week. I put in my resume and I'm playing that waiting game (but not holding my breath because I might possibly die if I do). I'm going to follow up on it Friday or Monday. I hate wanting something so badly and knowing it's a long shot. I keep praying. That's all I can do. I NEED a job. God knows this and he'll provide somehow. I have faith in that. I just wish I knew when & how. But I guess that's where faith steps in. I have to trust him and his ways. Stellan is still here... after having a 5% chance of living when he was only 20 weeks in the womb... and now he's 6 months old... that just goes to show that with God... even long shots happen.