Ariel's Paw Paw

I'm not sure if he knows this, but paw paw is the world in Ariel's eyes. We haven't seen him in three weeks and although we should see him more often, especially now more than ever, I'm afraid to. He's been on Chemo and radiation for the mass in his lung for about a month now. I just heard from my mom today that he missed chemo yesterday due to passing out at home. They gave him Iv fluids because he was dehydrated and they've also found out he's anemic. Mom said he's kind of frail right now, so I haven't been taking the girls over. I'm not sure if he feels up to their hyperness. Although it might make his day to see them, I'm not sure. I just remember seeing my Uncle Reid in the weeks before his death (not that my Grandpa is in the same boat) and he just looked so different from the healthy uncle I used to know. It terrified me and I couldn't find any words to say to him. I guess I'm afraid of going through those same feelings about my grandpa. I'm praying hard that when this chemo and radiation is over they find that the cancer is gone. I just wish life was back to normal for him.. for all of us. I love my grandpa soooo much and I know the girls do to, especially Ariel. So say some prayers please :o) It would mean the world to us.