crybaby!

Maybe this morning wasn't the best morning for Jesse to harp on me about something I do that drives him crazy. It opened the floodgates and they haven't stopped. He felt bad, telling me he was sorry that he shouldn't have given me a hard time because I'm having a hard enough time on my own. Dang right I am. It's nearly 6 am and I've been up since 2 am sick. I didn't fall asleep until after midnight so I'm running on nothing basically. I have gotten sick more times this morning than ever and I'm sooo tired of it. Usually throwing up scares me to death but right now I don't even care.. I just want to feel better. Unfortunately it's not really helping. I'll feel better for about ten minutes or so and then the waves of nausea start hitting again. Rediculous. Please give me a break. lol.

I did end up feeling better yesterday, so there is hope that today won't be a total waste. The girls did get to go out and play. I took them out on the deck and let them ride their bikes around (after spraying the heck out of them with the avon bug guard). I just sat on the kids porch swing or in the rocking chair and let them have a good time. It was so nice watching them having fun and laughing. Ariel found a cardboard box and her and Clarity got in pretending it was a car. It was so cute. Then Clever little Ariel said she needed a steering wheel and went and grabbed an empty cat food bowl. It is so much fun watching your kids use their imaginations. It's just so innocent and cute and as you get lost in their world, there isn't a negative thought that can enter your mind.

Well I'm off to make my rounds to the potty. Dear Lord knows I don't have anything left to get rid of but my body sure thinks so. This is horrible. Maybe this will be the last time today (I can pray) and I'll just go lay down with my babies and crash. I'm so tired and my stomach and chest muscles are so sore. But on a funny note, as I was getting sick, I pictured Dane Cook and his joke about how when you throw up your butt does all these crazy manuvers, and I busted out laughing mid puke. That's a sexy man if he can make you laugh when you are so miserable. God bless Dane.